cooool, been some time since i've posted such a deep post :D
okay fine! so its not so deep. but anw!

talking to jiayu on msn.
jiayu; this time, really, trust me, he's a good guy.
we're talking about, well, how much we miss our nanhua friends.
for her, she said she would rather pia and went nygh, and not know them, and not go through all these.
for me, yeah, i do miss some ppl damn alot now, but no, i don't regret going to nanhua (:
i mean, idk, i cant imagine life without my nh friends!
no late night early morning phone chats with bestfr, mp, wj, caro.
no animal list with junqi!
no 405 ):
no music class.
no mrchia, mrwong, mdmyong.
no many many things.

but although we disagree on one thing, we agree on how we feel now.
like, you hope that ur friends are happy in whatever jc/ poly they go to. but then when they make new friends you kinda get jealous and scared that they would forget you and all.
i feel selfish but yeah. its true. ):

life's weird.
like, many times, it seems that everything's screwed up.
but in the end, it all falls into place, like, everything's meant to be.
sec1; i didnt wanna come to nanhua. was quite unhappy for a period of time. like, everything's so screwed and all! survived the first few weeks with 6h ppl ard (: iloveyou guys mansxz!
sec2; things became better. close friends with jq, mp, zq, kel, jr etc.
sec3; posted to 305. mp kept wanted to change class. dont really know why, but i just wanted to stay. so. yeah. we stayed in 305! the yr was quite okay, till like, this incident at the end of the yr.
so, that time, felt quite screwed.
sec4; everything somehow worked out. starting frm like, june, the ppl ard me made me totally not regret coming to nh. even with O's and all. haha.
now; ac! (:

damn i'm not making sense alrd.
must be the lack of slp and all ):

LOL i just rmbed some reccent joke convers.
rmb some parts, exact words forgot alrd haha.
wed;
andy; eh, some ppl in my sch, say my skin colour damn nice! red/ rosy!
twin; yah, some ppl in my sch say my skin colour v nice also! v dark!
me; eh eh! that day! my friend said my fair skin v nice!
mp; o.o
andy; lol mp damn sad cos she no sch yet.
haha idk, at that time it seemed damn funny.
sat;
twin was asking whr my parents were frm.
me; ohh, my dad's frm hk, my mum's china to hk. :D
twin; so u shenzhen la! cos, in the middle of china and hk ma.
me; errr -.o
wj; wtf.
LOL.

okay idk why but i'm damn tired.
shall say byebye to zaria soon and go to slp (:
i'm gna slp by 11! :D