Gold.

cant believe its over.
12 hrs ago i just woke up.
feeling high cos today's the big day.
i dont believe that 12 hrs passed so quickly.
the feeling of reaching gz rm at 6plus.
practising.
tuning.
changing and makeup in record time..
boarding the bus.
waiting at sch.
entering the tuning room feeling excited.
waiting at the cargo lift feeling nervous.
going on stage.
lol... weird me, dint really feel nervous and was busy telling others to relax.

anw, if u havent noticed by now, this would be a SUPER long post.
(((:

cos we were getting ready to board the bus while they announced the results.
so xiaowei & jasmine ran up to hear.
they came back.
told us we got Gold.
we were all stunned.
we thought that they were joking.
then lin lao shi called mdmwong.
and yes.
we got Gold.

the nxt thing i know,
we were on the bus.
i started crying
- I WASNT THE ONLY ONE OKAY.
and jasmine was comforting us.
thankyou jasmine and belinda!

yeahh. then we tried to comfort ourselves by saying that.
only nygh & payalebar got Gold with Honours.
and other than us xinming got Gold.

reached sch.
managed to dry my tears.
but realised that my efforts were wasted when i saw everyone else's face.
somehow, we managed to do 3 cheers for gz in the parade sq.
went back to gz rm.
changed.
while walking back with hanzhe that time
i heard 2 sec2s saying.
"see them cry until so sad thought they get silver. yuan lai they get Gold"
then the other on saw hz n i and was "shhh! shhh!!"
HAHA.

played xiang yun & san liu for THE LAST TIME.
our xiang yun was SO emotional!
duh. everyone was crying. -.-
yes. EVERYONE.
and our san liu was damn fast. lol..

managed to dry ALL our tears
and went down to have mass lunch.
all of us either no appitiete or eat also not full
(ughh. the "eat also not full" sounds so wrong.)
stayed in canteen till ard 3plus befor going home.

okay, i shall dedicate the rest of this entry to nhgz!
-i told u this is a long entry.

thankyou to all our supporters.
big thankyou to ying lao shi, zhang lao shi, shen lao shi, lin lao shi, mdm wong, mrsyeo, missyeo
(err, our new tchr in charge, the new home ec tchr) and our juniors who helped today (:
a bigger thankyou for our last-yr sec 4 seniors who came back lots of time to support us!
a biggerer thankyou to all SYF ppl! :DDDDDDDD
and ofcourse,
a big big big! thankyou to the 3 shen bu (:
rosary, belinda, damien, ME, hanzhe, suping, huizhen.

have a weird thought.
the sight of seeing all of us crying made me feel that we've bonded deeper.

anw, was listening to 林亿莲's 至少还有你.
made me think of gz =x
shall post the lyrics here and see if u ppl agree.
haha.

我怕来不及我要抱着你
直到感觉你的皱纹有了岁月的痕迹
直到肯定你是真的直到失去力气
为了你我愿意
动也不能动也要看着你
直到感觉你的发线有了白雪的痕迹
直到视线变得模糊直到不能呼吸
让我们形影不离
如果全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你值得我去珍惜
而你在这里就是生命的奇迹
也许全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意失去你的消息
你掌心的痣我总记得在那里
我怕来不及我要抱着你
直到感觉你的发线有了白雪的痕迹
直到视线变得模糊直到不能呼吸
让我们形影不离
如果全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你值得我去珍惜
而你在这里就是生命的奇迹
也许全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意失去你的消息
你掌心的痣我总记得在那里
我们好不容易我们身不由已
我怕时间太快不够将你看仔细
我怕时间太慢日夜担心失去你
恨不得一夜之间白头永不分离
如果全世界我也可以放弃
至少还有你值得我去珍惜
而你在这里就是生命的奇迹
也许全世界我也可以忘记
就是不愿意失去你的消息
你掌心的痣我总记得在那里
在那里

okay, i know this is a love song or whatever.
FINE! IM STRANGE.
LAUGH AT ME.
GO ON.

dammit.
my midyrs are so screwed.
no mood to study.

omg.
still cant believe that we wont practise with seniors again.
i'll miss them ALOT.

WE KNOW WE HAVE GOLD WITH HONOURS STANDARD.

AND WE KNOW THAT WE ARE THE BEST.

6:31 PM