Thursday, November 23, 2006
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was reading ___'s blog just now. in one post she mentioned ___. okay, lets call the 2nd ___ P. so u wun get confused with ___ n ___. LOL. fine. i shall get to the point or u ppl wud say "wtf is she doing?" n close this window. =x___ mentioned bout P a number of times in her other posts. haish.. duno how to say la.. k, shall tell frm the start =]P n i were close frens in p6.. we talked on the fone, gossiped bout others, crapped under the noses of our tchrs in class, told each other small secrets, went out with frens together, all the typical stuff u wud do with ur close fren when ur 12..
it was someday in may, i think, that all the f shyt started. she sort of tod me bout some of her frens. n all of us started talking on the fone. eventually, i became close with her frens n they became my buddies too. sometimes all of us wud talk together, sometimes i wud talk to only her, or only to ___ number3. lets call him D.
aftr like.. a few mths, P began introing her D n gang to our other frens. so.. some others noe them too. but i was like.. the closest. so.. everything was fine n nice at that time. budden its like..aftr sometime. one of my frens, J was telling me that she think P n D n gang r kinda.. weird.. its like, suspecting them. i started to take note, n yeah.. J did make sense.. but, wad can i do? P's my close fren n so r D n gang.. so i kept quiet n hope that aftr awhile, it wud all go away. how wrong i was.
yeahh, it did go away for awhile. but came back. even worse.. sort of..
althou J was still telling me not to believe them, i din listen.. i mean, yeahh, J's a gd fren. but i was closer to P then.. or mayb part of me was denying.
aftr some time.. P, J, and i went to diff sec sch. (D is older) so i thought.. oh good. its ovr. no, nt that i dun like P. we're still gd frens. but was...
anyway, P n i kept in touch on the fone. we still chat till late at nite. we still gossiped. n i still talked to D, too. then someday in march P said that she gt a bf.. so, my reaction was the reaction that all gd frens gt. happy for her. esp aftr she sae her bf is some shuai de frm ___.
then.. aftr some time, she asked me to intro some of my nh frens to her. so i did. i introed a few. BIG MISTAKE. she like.. immeditaley became super close to one of them. okay, i admit. i was kinda jealous. i mean, they're my frens!! few wks latr, she sae that one of my frens intro her to some other ppl in sch. gt 1 sec3 or smth.. then more of sec1 de. by that time i was really starting to feel kinda pissed. i mean HELLO. UR IN ____ IM IN NH. DUN U HAVE FRENS THR?
-bleahs- i think i say more than enuf le =] lets jus end it by saying that i realised that P was lying.. n this yr or so she realised that i noe wad shes doing n stopped doing that. needless to say, we drifted apart..okay, end of story. $10 each pls (:duno if anyone wud read this.